Confused and amazed
I’ve been with the exact same amazing man a dozen years. We’ve had our ups and our downs, identical to every other few, however these days life is much better then it ever happens to be for all of us. Except within the room. Several years ago he began having dreams about drawing cock. Particularly, he wished to draw a tiny one because their is quite big and then he wished to “service” some guy who’s less hung than he could be. Which will be fine except it really is now the thing that is only gets him down. We seldom have sexual intercourse since now because sucking off a guy to his obsession with a tiny cock makes me feel ugly and also to be truthful I do not share the dream. We also allow him draw a guy off in the front of me when and I also did not appreciate it at all. He informs me he still finds me personally appealing nevertheless when we’re having intercourse the talk constantly would go to just exactly how he really wants to take “warm and salty loads” down his neck. I have told him i am maybe maybe not about it so much he can’t help himself into it but he enjoys talking. We thought by permitting him to reside out their dream would assist him „get over it, “ as we say, but that did not take place.